Arghs. This feeling inside me is killing me. Its slowly eating up my heart - physically and emotionally.
Boy, i really dont understand anything that is going on btwn us now. One moment, i feel like as though im in a sweet dream but the next, i crash hard onto the ground and i have to face up to harsh reality. Didnt that ONE night you spend with me mean anything to you? Or was i just a spare that was available to you 24/7 ? How could you ever be so cruel to ever do this to me? Arent u hurting me enough?
That night we spend tgt, hugging each other to sleep, and waking up in the embrace of one another, the way you kissed me. It all felt so real. So real that i could feel that you would be returning to me soon. Why is it that after that one night, you totally ignore me and never even bothered to call me anymore? Your conscience is bugging you? I really dont know how much longer you are gonna continue this way, continue hurting a girl that loved you so much, the girl that you still love. Why is it that you still love me but yet, you do not want to be back tgt with me? Arent you being selfish, wanting the best of both worlds? I know you`ve told me to forget you and move on. But how do you expect me to do so when your actions and what you say to me, is all different from what you want me to do? You are not only playing with my heart, you are playing with my mind too. Tell me boy, what is it that you really want from me? Sighh. =( Im really so so tired. Stop playing games with me would you? You really can bear looking at me like this? I love you so so much baby. When can you see this? Sighhhhhhh (>.<)I want my happiness back, and my happiness is you. I`ll do anything, i`ll give up my world, i`ll do everything, just to be your girl cause baby, you dont know you mean the world to me and without you, my life is worthless.
If you asked me how much you mean to me , i`d show you [________]this much. Because when you put [________]much in your eyes, you`ll see you mean everything to me.
Boy, you should know what im talking about because i`ve told this to you many times. Sighh...
Boy, i really dont understand anything that is going on btwn us now. One moment, i feel like as though im in a sweet dream but the next, i crash hard onto the ground and i have to face up to harsh reality. Didnt that ONE night you spend with me mean anything to you? Or was i just a spare that was available to you 24/7 ? How could you ever be so cruel to ever do this to me? Arent u hurting me enough?
That night we spend tgt, hugging each other to sleep, and waking up in the embrace of one another, the way you kissed me. It all felt so real. So real that i could feel that you would be returning to me soon. Why is it that after that one night, you totally ignore me and never even bothered to call me anymore? Your conscience is bugging you? I really dont know how much longer you are gonna continue this way, continue hurting a girl that loved you so much, the girl that you still love. Why is it that you still love me but yet, you do not want to be back tgt with me? Arent you being selfish, wanting the best of both worlds? I know you`ve told me to forget you and move on. But how do you expect me to do so when your actions and what you say to me, is all different from what you want me to do? You are not only playing with my heart, you are playing with my mind too. Tell me boy, what is it that you really want from me? Sighh. =( Im really so so tired. Stop playing games with me would you? You really can bear looking at me like this? I love you so so much baby. When can you see this? Sighhhhhhh (>.<)I want my happiness back, and my happiness is you. I`ll do anything, i`ll give up my world, i`ll do everything, just to be your girl cause baby, you dont know you mean the world to me and without you, my life is worthless.
If you asked me how much you mean to me , i`d show you [________]this much. Because when you put [________]much in your eyes, you`ll see you mean everything to me.
Boy, you should know what im talking about because i`ve told this to you many times. Sighh...
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